21. Februar 2024

...i woke up knowing that something didn't fit, that something felt wrong, but I didn't know what... A lot of things that didn't add up... It felt overwhelming. At some point I had the need to write, again. I waited so long that the content and message faded. And now I'm looking for the words... I felt tired, far, quite far from my goal, of touching THAT desire with my hands. That helplessness bothered me, the helplessness of that moment. I went deeper into that uncontrollable immensity where...